Me And My Dreams

Sipping on my coffee,
Looking at the mirror…
Knowing everything that,
I can do it better…
I wish I could be a better child,
I wish I could be better for a while…

I failed as a Daughter;
I failed as a lover…
I failed as a Student;
no, I can’t even look in the mirror…

Do I really hate myself,
or I’m seeing myself like others…
No, they will never appreciate me,
They will ruin & kill me together…

I’m pro to bear this all now,
But I never deserved it all…
The trauma this world gave me
In my heart, I’ve preserved it all…

People came; People go
But they never realize what they did to me…
Everyone made me feel like villain,
It feels like every sin belongs to me… 
Not every time I can be sinful this much, 
I don’t know what sin I did
When all I ever did to put everybody first…

Now I realized this world will never be satisfy from me…
So, I will break all the rules & I will just live for myself & be free…
The dreams I’ve buried a long time ago
will now come up from the ground & grow like a tree,
Now I’ll fulfil my dreams
& my dreams will make me free
Free from this world & far from the screams…
Just me & my dreams, just me & my
                                      dreams                                        

Story Time:
Guys, I honestly don’t know what to write right now. My mind feels completely blocked, and all I want to do is give up. Meanwhile, my heart is just craving some love and understanding. I won’t give up — not really — but at this moment, all I want to do is run away. Just like I wrote in my poem: “Will they miss me if I disappear?” I just want to step outside and look for a part-time or full-time job, just to help handle these financial problems… But who would hire a teenager like me, when all I have is my mother and me? Everything I shared in my poem “Financial Condition Broke” — it’s all real. Every word. Right now, I don’t think I can write much more. My mind and heart are carrying too much at once, and it’s becoming hard to bear. Please… read my poem and let me know how it made you feel. Maybe when I feel a little better, I’ll talk more about it. Love you. 💕🫂
Let me know how much you can relate to it! Feel free to continue the poem in the comments or email me your thoughts. Don’t forget to subscribe (for free!) to get notifications about my poetry, short stories, and upcoming book. I’ll be making an exciting announcement about my novel soon, and I promise you won’t regret staying tuned. There’s also a little surprise coming for my readers—so be sure to subscribe for the latest updates! The subscription form is below. Once you sign up, you’ll receive a confirmation email. If you want to ask something or share your thoughts, you can always email me. And remember: If everyone else leaves, I will still be there for you. I’m just one message away. Feel free to reach out—whether you’re facing a problem, need to talk, or just want someone to listen. I’m waiting for you. 𓆩♡𓆪 ୭ 🧷✧˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀

Leave a Comment

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Scroll to Top