Maybe I look so rude

Hey beautiful souls, I hope you’re all doing well. Let me share a little story behind this poem. I wrote it after my 10th standard exams, during a time when I didn’t even have Wi-Fi at home. The network was so bad that I had to go outside my street just to download lectures for my studies. Because of that, no one really cared to stay connected with me. I was left alone, doing poetry in silence, inside a house that felt more like a trap than a home.

It wasn’t a castle — in fact, it was the opposite. No one was there to listen, so I chose silence over screaming. That phase of my life was one of the worst… I’ll share the full story someday. But during those lonely nights, there were only two things with me — my pen and my paper. I started writing.

I wrote many poems, but eventually, I burned them all — except this one. It survived in one of my old notebooks. That’s why I still have it, and that’s why I’m uploading it now. I remember writing it after midnight, Crying and sobbing silently in complete darkness, using my mobile torch because my mother was sleeping beside me. I never typed poems on my phone — I always knew I might destroy them someday, and I didn’t want anyone to read them. They were too personal.

But now, after stepping into the world of readers and writers… I want you to read everything I write. I hope this piece speaks to you and you’ll like it. 🧷✧˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀

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